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Monday, February 28th, 2005
8:53 pm - Do It.
What Would You Do If
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:


What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Family:


Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:


1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

current mood: curious
current music: Whatever Julia plays. Shut-up and sleep with me.
11 just said we're not destiny
Monday, January 24th, 2005
7:25 pm - Only about a 2 month break from updating.. not bad!
Me: "Hey.. want to go out with me?"
Person: "*ralph*"

^That's how it's going to be^

Star/bold the ones you've have done, and add three of your own at the end. gah..(Got it from Courtney)

snuck out of the house
gotten lost in your city
*seen a shooting star
*been to any other countries besides the United States
*gone out in public with your pajamas
kissed a stranger
*hugged a stranger
*been in a fist fight (does sister count?)
*had alcohol
*laughed and had something come out of your nose
*pushed all the buttons on an elevator
made out in an elevator
swore at your parents, not directly at them..
*kicked a guy where it hurts
been in love
*had a member of the opposite sex tell you they love you
*told a member of the opposite sex that you loved them
been close to love
been to a casino
been skydiving
broken a bone
skipped school
flashed someone
saw a therapist
*played spin the bottle
gotten stitches
drank a whole gallon of milk
*bitten someone
*been to Niagara Falls
*gotten chicken pox
*kissed a member of the same sex
crashed into a friend's car
been to Japan
*ridden in a taxi
*been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
*had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
stole something from your job
gone on a blind date
*lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
been to Europe (GOING TO)
slept with a co-worker
been married
*dated a red head
*dated a blonde
*dated a brunette
gotten divorced
had children
saw someone die
been to Africa
driven over 400 miles in one day
*Been to Canada
*Been to Mexico
*been on a plane
*Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
Thrown up in a bar
*Purposely set a part of myself on fire
*Eaten Sushi
Been snowboarding
Met someone in person from the internet
Been moshing at a rock show
Been to a moto cross show
lost a child
been to college
graduated college
done hard drugs
*taken painkillers
*love someone or miss someone right now
run at least 10 miles a day
*play an instrument
*stood up for a so-called "loser" kid in school
*at one time collected pokemon
*played with pollypocket
*had a gigapet
*seen yourself naked
rolled down a hill in a barrel
held up traffic for fun
had green stuff leak from your dorm bathroom.
*fucked something up, even though you cared about it more than anything.
listen to and think lil jon is one of the most superb artists ever
*believe the world can be a better place
*realized that you're not only unhappy, but have felt that way for a long time
gotten straight A's
*just cleaned your room
*gone public skating
*took a chunk of skin out of your sister's finger
*seen SuperTroopers
smoked

current mood: Really don't know
current music: Oprah is on.
1 just said we're not destiny
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
2:22 pm
Type your name with your....
nose: samantha
elbow: samanthga
tongue: samantha
chin: samjanthyuqa
toe: samantha
eyes closed with ONE finger: sajahyja
back of your hand: samantha
palm: samzan tha
wrist:s 2amazqaq naqn t6haq1 <- some of its in there
teeth: samnan th7a <-- SNAP

current mood: bouncy
current music: Drop Dead Gorgeous
we're not destiny
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
5:16 pm
Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight with a twist. kidding, straight.
(3) Single?: now I am.. call me
(4) Want to be?: right now, no
(5) Your birth day: April 30
(6) Age you act: 10-15 depends how I feel
(7) Age you wish you were: this age
(8) Your height: 5'4ish
(9) The color of your eyes: blue..gray..
(10) Happy with it?: No complaints
(11) The color of your hair: DIRTY Blond
(12) Happy with it?: Its cool.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Righty
(14) Your living arrangement?: P-units
(27) Your family: Dad Mom Sister.
(29) What's your job: uh, being be right now, going to Market Basket for the summer.
(30) Piercings?: Did have ears pierced
(31) Tattoos?: Natta
(32) Obsessions?: Spongebob, fire
(35) Do you speak another language? no
(36) Have a favorite quote?: there are a lot
(37) Do you have a webpage?: Nope

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it

(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Yes
(41) Do you hate yourself?: I can
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Its alright
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Yeah
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: Im happy, I like that. but not lately, Im sorry
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Not knowing what to do, and having to do it and embarrasing yourself.
(49) Are you a loner?: Somedays!
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: After I gave me drugs, like something to calm me down
(52) Are you a daredevil?: Mmmmm can be
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Too hyper
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive..usually
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: being nice to mean people. weakness: being nice to mean people.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: Eyebrows, haha
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity
(59) How do you vent?: Danny Elfman!
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Most of the time
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Uh.. yeah
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Much so
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Dont eat too much cake?
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: Uh.. eyes? even though they aren't great.. just better than everything else.
(65) And least?: everything else besides my eyes
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: Sometimes
(67) Are you confident?: At times
69) Do people know how you feel?: Yes
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Can be

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No
(72) Do drugs?: No
(73) Read the newspaper?: Sometimes
(74) Pray?: No
(75) Go to church? When forced to
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: If they are funny
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes
(78) Take walks in the rain?: Yes
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes
(80) Drive?: No
(81) Like to drive fast?: When I do drive, No

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: Uh No
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yes
(84) Been out of the country?: Yes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yes
(86) Burped?: Who doesnt? (sorry to people who cant)
(87) Been unfaithful?: to a significant other? No
(88) Been in love?: Close
(89) Done drugs?: No
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: I CHUNKY DUNK THANK YOU
(92) Had a surgery?: No
(93) Ran away from home?: No
(94) Played strip poker: No
(95) Gotten beaten up?: From friends
(97) Been picked on?: Yes, a lot
(98) Been on stage?: Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Wow... no life to ask that.. No
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: No
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: A day
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: Yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: No
(107) Slept all day?: No
(108) Killed someone?: I dont think I could be taking this is I did.
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: Yes
(112) Kissed the same sex?: Yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Fooling, like kidding around gestures.
(114) Been betrayed?: Probably
(115) Had a dream that came true?: I said "What if the fire alarm went off right now?" and it did in orchstra.
(116) Broken the law?: Dont think so
(117) Met a famous person?: If GUSTER is famous
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: a moth..
(146) Stolen anything?: a tootsie roll
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: Yes
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: Yesish
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: Not really
(150) Considered religious vocation?: No.
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: Hahahahah no
(152) Bungee jumped?: Want to really bad
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: YES

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: Chucks.. or sandals
(155) Brand of clothing?: Anything comfy
(156) Cologne/perfume?: SNEEZE
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: different kinds of pants.. and a t-shirt
(159) Wear hats?: Nope
(161) Wear make-up?: blush sometimes.. and maybe lip gloss
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Salvation Army for fun. and maybe Khols
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: T-shirts
(164) Are you trendy?: No.way.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: No

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Yes
(167) Miracles?: I guess
(168) Astrology?: Yes
(169) Magic?: IN MY HEAD
(170) God?: Noish Yesish
(171) Satan?: Noish Yesish
(172) Santa?: MY DADDY AND MOMMY!
(173) Ghosts?: Yes
(174) Luck?: Yes
(175) Love at first sight?: No
(176) Yin and Yang?: Yes
(177) Witches?: Nope
(178) Easter bunny?: MY DADDY AND MOMMY!
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: NO, I HATE THAT
(181) Do you wish on stars?: Haha.. yes... on my trampoline

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: I wouldnt before, but I now I am
(183) Do you remember your first love?: It wasnt what you would call "love" but it wasnt long ago so Its kind of hard to forget
(184) Still love him/her?: Yes
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: If it goes bad
(186) What do you find romantic?: Laughing with the person in a comfertable spot you both know.
(187) Turn-on?: Dont know, apperance? And confident attitude when with me
(188) Turn-off?: Too confident when with me
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: Nope
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Bad, but flattered?
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Sort of
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Hahaha Yeah
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: huh?
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Um, my friend tell me they do, but I really don't belive it
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: How they act with their friends.. I love that
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: not knowing if they are kidding or not
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? .......... forget
(208) Are you in love?: Not really
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: I did, but now he isn't my significant other
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Probably wouldn't think he was hot

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: A ghost in my closet? no, I dont know
(212) You wanted to kill?: Well a hacky sack
(213) That you laughed at?: Danny Chung
(214) That laughed at you?: Everyone
(215) That turned you on?: ....
(216) You went shopping with?: Kaitlyn
(217) That broke your heart?: Hmmm?
(218) To disappoint you?: Hmmmmmmm?
(219) To ask you out?: HMMMMMMM?
(220) To make you cry?: HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM?
(221) To brighten up your day?: Kim
(222) That you thought about?: HMM?
(223) You saw a movie with?: Colleen, Steve, Kim
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Josh
(225) You talked to through IM?: Colleen
(226) You saw?: like the reps people
(227) You lost?: I dont know
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Myself
(230) You wanted to be?: MADONNA! Haha kidding I dont know
(231) You told off?: Not anyone I dont think
(232) You trusted?: Most of my friends really
(233) You turned down?: No one..

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: A laughed at my dog
(235) Laughed?: when I laughed at my dog
(236) Cried?: Last night
(237) Bought something?: A fruit punch drink
(238) Danced?: By myself in my room
(239) Were sarcastic?: Maybe in school, I was in a bad mood
(240) hugged someone?: Today
(241) Talked to an ex?: TODAY
(242) Watched your fave movie?: last week
(243) Had a nightmare?: last week
(245) Talked on the phone?: This morning
(246) Listened to the radio?: This morning
(247) Watched TV?: Right now
(248) Went out?: In an hour
(249) Helped someone?: Today
(250) Were mean?: The past 2 days..
(251) Sang?: like 5 minutes ago with me mom
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: Saturday?
(253) Said "I love you"?: Today? but not in like a romantic way
(254) Missed someone?: Now
(255) Fought with a family member?: Yesterdayish not really a right
(256) Fought with a friend?: Not really a fight
(257) Had a serious conversation?: Yesterday
(258) Got drunk?: Never
(259) Had sex?: Never

current mood: sad
1 just said we're not destiny
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
1:20 pm
"Before he came down here, it never snowed. Afterwards, it did. If he weren't up there right now.. I don't think it would be snowing. Sometimes you can still catch me dancing in it."

Our christmas tree is BIG and I love it.

Let us go frolic in the snow, shall we?

current mood: happy beyond belief
current music: Danny Elfman, perfect time for his music.
9 just said we're not destiny
Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
8:25 pm
Who wants a hug? I know I do! Come on, there must be someone out there.. don't be shy. You know you want a hug. COME ON. YOU KNOW YOU WANT A HUG. Well F YOU! I KNOW YOU WANT A F-ING HUG! BECAUSE IF I NEED A HUG EVERYONE NEEDS A GD HUG!!

"Now Back to my Loving State"
Coming to a theaters near you hopfully soon.

-Peace

current mood: Why am I?
current music: Danny Elfman.. cannot live without his music..
2 just said we're not destiny
Monday, October 25th, 2004
5:26 pm - *CHA CHING*

GAH I HATE PICTURES, well I love them just hate trying to get them on here. Meh. whatev.



current mood: weird
current music: queen
we're not destiny
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
5:42 pm
What kind of girlfriend/boyfriend are you? )

current mood: bouncy
current music: REEL BIG FISH
2 just said we're not destiny
Saturday, October 16th, 2004
10:30 pm
I _____ Sam.
Sam is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Sam I would _____.
I think Sam should _____.
Sam needs _____.
I want to ____ Sam.
Sam can ____ my ____.
Someday Sam and i will _____.
Sam reminds me of _____.
Without Sam, _____.
Sam can be _____.
_____ is how I describe meeting Sam.
Worst thing about Sam is _____.
Best thing about Sam is _____.
I am ________ Sam.
If Sam is bored, I will ______.

current mood: chipper
current music: Big Fish cd
5 just said we're not destiny
Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
4:10 pm - I <3 Ellen Degeneres

She is SO funny! )



current mood: dorky
1 just said we're not destiny
Thursday, October 7th, 2004
8:43 pm
Tomorow is Friday, which means I have a birthday party to go to. Then comes Saturday, where I have another birthday party to go to plus I am sleeping over Kaitlyn's house. Then comes Sunday which I have another birthday party to go to. Then Monday.. I have nothing but orchestra *whoop*

It will be a fun weekend, except one person wont be here in Chelmsford.. in fact, wont even be in the United States. Gone for a week. *sigh*

Well back to watching Halloweentown.. yes I watch this movie.. shutup, haha

current mood: you know why.
current music: hillary duff *gag* was just on tv
2 just said we're not destiny
Monday, October 4th, 2004
4:11 pm
SNAP!!! )

I went on a Field trip today to the ocean, and like half my class were I think knee high in the water, and then I take my first step, and BAM THERE I AM LAYING IN THE WATER. It was awesome!

current mood: <-- I love that
current music: Phantom Planet-CALIFORNIA
5 just said we're not destiny
Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
5:44 pm

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye



current mood: okay
we're not destiny
Sunday, September 19th, 2004
11:59 am

All I have to say for this post is...

 

THE MORP WAS WICKED AWESOME!



current mood: chipper
current music: WHEN I SEE YOU BABY, I WANT TO TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES!
3 just said we're not destiny
Saturday, September 18th, 2004
12:52 pm
MORP TONIGHT!!!!!!!!

current mood: pessimistic
we're not destiny
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
8:54 pm

Ok.. Well Terrys party was wicked fun. But next weekend, a home football game finally! and also the MORP IS THIS SATURDAY!

Well.. I'll just get through the week and then the fun will come

Ps.. Two words.. WHIPPED CREAM!



current mood: embarrassed
2 just said we're not destiny
Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
4:10 pm

It seems to me that not many people had a good first day of school. I personally didn't think anything bad of my first day of school, except for our new lameass orchestra teacher who I hate. It was just a typical first day of school, it will just get even better everyday, except for the whole actually having to do work part, but the seeing of friends part will get better. Well I have to go do "homework" now.

5 just said we're not destiny
Friday, September 3rd, 2004
10:47 pm
YEAH RED SOX!
that's right 2 1/2.

current mood: chipper
2 just said we're not destiny
1:09 pm
YEA WHITE NINJA!

Im deffinatly not pessimistic anymore.
School count down: 5

current mood: horny
13 just said we're not destiny
Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
6:20 pm
Salvation is here..

current mood: pessimistic
we're not destiny

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